I Love…
…writing poems no one will read …cookies dipped in coffee …hotel lobby breakfasts … My Chemical Romance …going out for breakfast …libraries and bookstores …stationary and office supplies …Star Wars …flowers …Fall Out Boy …concerts
Category journal
I’m Tired
I’m tired of feeling like I have to hate things. I’m tired of living in a society I didn’t create full of asshole billionaires who are the only ones with enough money to create things. I’m tired of living in…
Election Thoughts
I understand that the Biden administration has been complicit in the genocide in Gaza. But Trump has said he will be worse. He has said he would bomb them into oblivion. We have only 2 choices in this election and…
Back to School
I went back to school on a whim. I had dealt with the crippling anxiety that had kept me from living my life for a decade. Everyday, I was driving my older daughter to the same community college I had…
Website Relaunch
Getting this website to a place that makes me happy is always in the back of my mind. Several months ago, I accidentally nuked everything and had to start over which kind of disheartened me. Since going back to school,…
Aesthetic
I wish I could invite you into an aesthetic. We could sit in a white room on a blush couch free of crumbs and random letters. Drink sweet tea in matching cups, served on a wooden tray without stains of…
5 Words
I have a terrible self image and I suck at seeing my strengths. My therapist suggested I ask some people I trust for 5 words they feel describe me. I actually proceeded to ask almost everyone I know which probably…
Soaking Spring
Spring fell in three days of relentless rain. Soaking the first sprouts and turning yards to fresh mud. While we waited for the leaves, the birds filled the trees instead, with long awaited song. Soon the colors will wake from…
Croning
I had a revelation last night about how I’ve gone through life never feeling good enough because I have based my worth on whether or not I’d be seen as attractive to a man. Last night I was like, fuck…
Happy New Year
In 2024 let’s choose to live. Let’s choose fun over fear.Let’s create for ourselves rather than for likes.Let’s make terrible art.Let’s laugh at stupid shit.Let’s love and be open to others without the fear of rejection.Let’s choose people who go…